Today I was feeling a little down. Everyone I knew was busy and I didn’t want to go do things alone. I called my mom and she gave me a thousand good ideas of what to go do but I shot down every single one of them because I didn’t want to be alone. But what is wrong with being alone? Nothing.
Yes, I think doing things with others is often times more fun than doing it by yourself. But if everyone else is busy is that going to stop you from having fun? I had forgotten that. I used to do things by myself all the time. If someone couldn’t join that never stopped me.
So after talking to my mom I went out and tried to fill the last few hours of the day. I took myself out to dinner. Then spent a couple hours shopping around Kohls and Target. I changed my day so that my fun no longer depended on others.